Lately i haven't know what to think about anything... and its starting to piss me off!!! i tried not thinkin but that impossible cause then i just think about not thinking and it annoys me even more.. but i'm confused as far as faith, men and my future.. the only thing i'm not confused about is new york cause soon that will be my new home and it is the perfect place for me!
People keep telling me to pray about it but i think i've forgotten how to pray.. once prayin was easy for me and i felt like i was really talkin to someone but these days i feel uncomfortable and i kinda feel like if god is listening he doesn't care what i have to say.. i wish i felt like i used to cause i dont like this new feeling... but i don't kno how to get back to the state of mind i used to be in... so will someone hear my cry please
TC
Sunday, July 6, 2008
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TC, you always have to keep the faith... I felt kinda like you at one point... my prays were very very brief and always the same... but then my friend and my God mother talked to me and they got me back into that feeling that I once had. You always must remember that God and Jesus come first, in anything you do. They are the ones who will never not love you or cherish you. All, I think is that you need to pray to get back to that closer relationship with God, and if that's hard Girl, call a hotline... They make everything so easier, because it's anonymous all. When I do feel really bad and I can't handle things there's 2 people I will talk to Earnest Ainsley's pray line or Adelle my spirtual guider..
But if you ever want to talk or pray together I'm here...
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