can i scream in the middle of the streets without being bothered!!!!

so folks im so confused right now!! i starting to think that maybe my prince charming may still be a frog! haha but yea i met this guy who seems to be the business but just like every other guy i get involved with there is just some horrible secret that might do some damage. cept this time he told me the secret and at first i thought it was something i could get over and maybe help him overcome but now im not sure. i starting having doubt when i thought about how his secret could affect me and how it might just leave me heart broken all over again so as i do whenever i dont kno what to do i called curtis! and of course he confirmed my worries and advised me with that oh so hurtful truth that you just dont wanna hear... i dont wanna let go of my frog tho! but im afraid that if i even stay friends with him im gonna fall in love with him. God why is it that i never seem to escape the pain in my soul. its like everytime i have hope for love its torn outta my chest it hurts so bad and i dont know how im gonna do what i have to
TC