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so i've decided i need to vent? or just express my inner via the world wide web. i'm very serious about the idea that one should never hide who they are and sometimes it may be a set back for me. a lot people are about keeping quiet, keeping private. while i don't plan on living in a glass house i have no problem sharing most everything about myself to any one who ask. its not something i think twice about. because anything people say about me that is truth is something i have already acknowledged about myself. if someone tells me that i'm awkward and don't know how to socially interact with people i dont know it doesn't hurt my feelings to hear someone else say it because i know it very well and tell myself it far to often. there is nothing about myself that someone can tell me that i haven't already thought over so why keep a secret? who exactly are people hiding from? why does the judgment of others press so heavy on their minds? not because they are hiding from others but because they are hiding on themselves?? maybe i'm unsure.

something that has been bothering me lately is my lack of social skills. i have this feeling that all people don't want to be bothered though it probably is far from true. i don't like to talk to people i dont know because i don't want to be a bother. i'm trying to change that because who wouldn't want to be bothered by me?? lol but seriously it is really a hindrance on my life. i have a hard time making friends and not only is it not a good thing for my personal life but considering i want to work in the art field it is a hindrance on my professional life as well. it is something i'm working on but then again i've been working on it for a long time. guess it is a tad bit better now.. but barely! okay so i'm sick of typing now got some homework i need to do!

Love,
Niq

lets play catch up!

its sad how little i've been updating this blog as of lately! but i am going to make an effort to start updating more often. adding lots of the two things i love best! photography and music! not only will i be showcasing other photographers and music artist but i want to start incorporating my own work more! with that being said imma post something good soon! most likely will be a photographer! peace! how are you?

love,
niq