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Scott

oh how i love this man. never fails to make me nod.

Mr. Polygon >

they say it takes a lifetime to become an overnight success. I agree with that.

Post Graduation

For the past year and a half i have been looking forward to one thing, graduating. The last couple of months were hectic between school, work and my internship i didn't really have time to breathe and there were some points in there where i didn't think i'd make it. but through everything i keep pushing because its like that old saying, anything worth having is worth working for, or something like that. sometimes i might be a little more determined than is good for me and as much as i want to sometimes i've never given up on anything because i put my heart into everything i do.  its a very dangerous thing to do but i don't know any other way to live.  now that i have some more time on my hands i need to start catching up on everything. this blog being one of those things.  i need to start posting photographers i like again as well as my own work. and it wouldn't be me if i didn't have some post of just my thoughts. i like to write and i could go on and on but i think i'll keep things short and sweet in the future.  but i won't lie every once in a while i might sneak a long post in there :)


Dear life,


I'm ready!


Love,
Niq 

venti latte

so i've decided i need to vent? or just express my inner via the world wide web. i'm very serious about the idea that one should never hide who they are and sometimes it may be a set back for me. a lot people are about keeping quiet, keeping private. while i don't plan on living in a glass house i have no problem sharing most everything about myself to any one who ask. its not something i think twice about. because anything people say about me that is truth is something i have already acknowledged about myself. if someone tells me that i'm awkward and don't know how to socially interact with people i dont know it doesn't hurt my feelings to hear someone else say it because i know it very well and tell myself it far to often. there is nothing about myself that someone can tell me that i haven't already thought over so why keep a secret? who exactly are people hiding from? why does the judgment of others press so heavy on their minds? not because they are hiding from others but because they are hiding on themselves?? maybe i'm unsure.

something that has been bothering me lately is my lack of social skills. i have this feeling that all people don't want to be bothered though it probably is far from true. i don't like to talk to people i dont know because i don't want to be a bother. i'm trying to change that because who wouldn't want to be bothered by me?? lol but seriously it is really a hindrance on my life. i have a hard time making friends and not only is it not a good thing for my personal life but considering i want to work in the art field it is a hindrance on my professional life as well. it is something i'm working on but then again i've been working on it for a long time. guess it is a tad bit better now.. but barely! okay so i'm sick of typing now got some homework i need to do!

Love,
Niq

lets play catch up!

its sad how little i've been updating this blog as of lately! but i am going to make an effort to start updating more often. adding lots of the two things i love best! photography and music! not only will i be showcasing other photographers and music artist but i want to start incorporating my own work more! with that being said imma post something good soon! most likely will be a photographer! peace! how are you?

love,
niq

its a small world after all!

i think this is so cool! you would think his photographs were of models but this my friend.. this is real life!! Olivio Barbieri

love,
niq