Tuesday, January 12, 2010

blood red candles

my heart for you,


why are you here?

i want to make my father proud

well what about you

yea well for me too :)

for a man to work his whole life... from dirt poor living on a farm with no shoes.. to now.. he worked his whole life for me and my brothers to give us a chance at what he never had.. one chose not to take that chance.. the other in the process of losing any chance and me. as much as i want to be something in life for myself i feel i have to be something in life for him... the one person who has always pushed me to fallow my dreams who has love me despite everything who has given everything he could for my well being.. he is my hero, my father.. he deserves for his life to be worth all the effort he put into it.. and i want to give him that someday... it may seem like a big burden to carry but it is no burden to me and i carry it willingly and proudly.. one day i will make he more proud then he could imagine and i will let nothing stand in my way..

love,
niq

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